the narrator

I am only a little melancholic, a little bit sick of the world, but isn’t everyone like this?

If you feel that I am unfamiliar in a crowd, do not be surprised, that is not the real me

I am still the person you know from before.

by Jimmy Liao

the story

June 2004
August 2004
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
April 2007
May 2007
August 2007
September 2007
January 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011
December 2011
January 2012
February 2012
March 2012
May 2012
June 2012
August 2012
September 2012
October 2012
November 2012
January 2013
February 2013
March 2013
May 2013
June 2013
July 2013
August 2013
January 2014
February 2014
June 2014
September 2014
January 2015
April 2015
February 2016
March 2016
April 2016

the creator

blogger
blogskins
brushes: x
lyrics: big city life by mattafix
#id10tdoc;

Saturday, March 10, 2012

It seems slightly surreal somehow, that 2 Fridays ago, I was frantically writing an email of advice on 3 separate swap agreements but this week, I landed smack bang in what promises to be the biggest embezzlement case of the year.

So for the next 3 months, my life will be tracing cash flows through shell companies and bank accounts in multiple jurisdictions, taking witness statements and drafting affidavits, having endless meetings and cups of coffees with a tightly-knit team of partners, associates, paralegals who had been on the case for years, anticipating the next moves of a defendant on the run... Litigation - probably the closest to what people imagine when they think of lawyers and the law.

And I love it - or at least, I'm glad for the change.

I do worry about whether I can stay put in one place without feeling an urge to escape everything, start over. I can't help but feel that change, any change, is a good thing no matter where it leads. I would hate to one day arrive at a place of equilibrium, so perfect, so balanced that it affords no room for disturbance. That, for me, would be the vision of purgatory.

Which is also why, in a fit of "I want change"-ness (a.k.a. blatant insanity), I've said yes to going on a 20-mile walk tomorrow with a guy I hardly know.

At least I can console myself with the fact that it is going to be a very interesting day indeed.

..signing off..

4 dropped by