Friday, October 14, 2005
i never really thought i'd be so sad during my last day of school. i mean, its always been "oh my god cant wait to get outta here" but now that we actually come to this point, i feel like a pricked balloon (yeah? don't like my metaphor? so what?!). so sad and empty inside.
somehow, the teachers were extra nice, extra kind, extra cute, extra special today. i dont know...seems like they all conspired to make us cry. i was actually fine throughout the day, rather knew that i was sad than actually felt sad. even after i reached home, i was pretty okay. until after dinner, i put on the soundtrack for the phantom of the opera (okay, dont ask), and somewhere during "past the point of no return" i started bawlin' my eyes out. then i got to the sad bit where the phantom was like "i love you" and then there was simply no holding off the tears. my god it was awful. i dont even know why im crying. i'll still see my friends and teachers on and off, but somehow i know it wont ever be the same again.
i just realised, i was really happy here.
..signing off..
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